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GO TO MY BUSINESS WEBSITE!!!!!!!! [21 Dec 2004|07:30pm]



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updating [19 Dec 2004|01:07am]
[ mood | awake ]

Been almost a year since I have posted in my journal, here is what has been going on...
I had a beautiful baby boy named BODHI on July 30. 2004
I got engaged to my boyfriend of 2 years
We moved from WPB, Florida to Atlanta, GA.
Life is all good right now. Atlanta is a pretty bad-ass city, especially where I live in Little five. It is full of music, art, clubs, punks, hippies, vegetarians, anarchists, mohawks, hair dye, piercings, red necks, ghetto fabulous people, mommies with babies (like myself)etc, etc. I LOVE IT HERE. BTW, NIRVANA BOX SET FUCKING ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

MOIST VAGINA. MARIJUANA. Is he saying moist vagina or marijuana? GREAT SONG?

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I AM MOVING TO EUROPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [22 Feb 2004|12:53pm]
[ mood | pregnant ]


US Preparing for Military Draft in Spring 2005
by Adam Stutz • Wednesday January 28, 2004 at 09:50 AM

The current agenda of the US federal government is to reinstate the draft in order to staff up for a protracted war on "terrorism." Pending legislation in the House and Senate (twin bills S 89 and HR 163) would time the program so the draft could begin at early as Spring 2005 -- conveniently just after the 2004 presidential election!

Reinstatement of the draft

Dear Friends and Family,

I urge you to read the article below on the current agenda of the federal government to reinstate the draft in order to staff up for a protracted war on "terrorism."

Pending legislation in the House and Senate (twin bills S 89 and HR 163) would time the program so the draft could begin at early as Spring 2005 -- conveniently just after the 2004 presidential election! But the administration is quietly trying to get these bills passed NOW, so our action is needed immediately. Details and links follow.

If voters who currently support U.S. aggression abroad were confronted with the possibility that their own children or grandchildren might not have a say about whether to fight, many of these same voters might have a change of mind. (Not that it should make a difference, but this plan would among other things eliminate higher education as a shelter and would not exclude women -- and Canada is no longer an option.)

Please send this on to all the parents and teachers you know, and all the aunts and uncles, grandparents, godparents.... And let your children know -- it's their future, and they can be a powerful voice for change! Please also write to your representatives to ask them why they aren't telling their constituents about these bills -- and write to newspapers and other media outlets to ask them why they're not covering this important story.

The Draft*

$28 million has been added to the 2004 Selective Service System (SSS) budget to prepare for a military draft that could start as early as June 15, 2005. SSS must report to Bush on March 31, 2005 that the system, which has lain dormant for decades, is ready for activation. Please see website: http://www.sss.gov/perfplan_fy2004.html to view the SSS Annual Performance Plan - Fiscal Year 2004.

The Pentagon has quietly begun a public campaign to fill all 10,350 draft board positions and 11,070 appeals board slots nationwide.. Though this is an unpopular election year topic, military experts and influential members of Congress are suggesting that if Rumsfeld's prediction of a "long, hard slog" in Iraq and Afghanistan [and a permanent state of war on "terrorism"] proves accurate, the U.S. may have no choice but to draft.

Congress brought twin bills, S. 89 and H.R. 163 forward this year, entitled the Universal National Service Act of 2003, "To provide for the common defense by requiring that all young persons [age 18--26] in the United States, including women, perform a period of military service or a period of civilian service in furtherance of the national defense and homeland security, and for other purposes." These active bills currently sit in the Committee on Armed Services.

Dodging the draft will be more difficult than those from the Vietnam era remember. College and Canada will not be options. In December 2001, Canada and the US signed a "Smart Border Declaration," which could be used to keep would-be draft dodgers in. Signed by Canada's Minister of Foreign Affairs, John Manley, and US Homeland Security Director, Gov. Tom Ridge, the declaration involves a 30-point plan which implements, among other things, a "pre-clearance agreement" of people entering and departing each country. Reforms aimed at making the draft more equitable along gender and class lines also eliminates higher education as a shelter. Underclassmen would only be able to postpone service until the end of their cur-rent semester. Seniors would have until the end of the academic year.

*This article by Adam Stutz is from the "What's Hot Off the Press" column of the newsletter of Project Censored, a media research group at Sonoma State University that tracks the news published in independent journals and newsletters. From these, Project Censored compiles an annual list (more than 20 years running) of 25 news stories of social significance that have been overlooked, under-reported, or self-censored by the country's major national news media. The mission of Project Censored is "to educate people about the role of independent journalism in a democratic society and to tell The News That Didn't Make the News and why."

"What's Hot Off the Press" includes student synopses of articles currently being investigated for inclusion in the next Project Censored report. For more info and/or to receive Project Censored's newsletter, go to http://www.projectcensored.org, or email [censored]@sonoma.edu

Don't beleive it yet? Go to http://www.senate.gov/pagelayout/legislative/g_three_sections_with_teasers/legislative_home.htm and search for "S 89", then later search for "HR 163" where it says "By Number" and you'll find the articles.

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Time for Space [15 Oct 2003|08:04pm]
[ mood | tired ]

sigh, ok. So, now I am in a relationship. I have an official boyfriend and he is great! The only catch is that I miss spending time alone. I am a LONER, I like my to be by myself, do my own thing, and get lost in my thoughts. It feels very strange to expend so much of my energy into another human being. I am happy that he is in my life. I have never felt connected(mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and physically) to any man more than I do with him. He is everything I have asked for (and I even wrote down his specific qualities). We have a lot of fun together, but it is draining me.

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[03 Oct 2003|07:05pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

I am happy. I've met a really beautiful, funny, endlessly interesting man that excites me. Not in just a physical way, but mentally, emotionally, and Spiritually. It is so refreshing for me to feel comfortable and happy with beginning a new relationship; and with being able to open myself up completely to another human being.

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LIFE IS SOOOOOO GOOD RIGHT NOW! [29 Sep 2003|05:43pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today, and the last couple of days have been Wonderful for me. I just got a call from this girl Nicky, who wants me to work with her this saturday night at the fairgrounds serving drinks during the RADIOHEAD concert. YES! that fucking kicks so much ass( too bad you already left Kelly, cause I totally could have gotten you free seat tickets)anyway, I'm going to work with her every saturday night making $150-250 dollars a night from tips a week.I also get free tickets to whatever concert I want to go to.
Plus, I've been talking to this guy I like and we are going to get together tomorrow, and Wednesday night.His name is Buffalo. He is really funny, and very attractive; so hopefully he and I will have some fun this week.

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moved [20 Sep 2003|10:49am]
[ mood | impressed ]

Yesterday, while I was working at the Library checking out books, I met a woman named Jill. She is an artist and is in the process of writing a screenplay about a friend of hers that was a famous photographer in the mid 70's and early 80's named Francesca Woodman. She told me that I really should check out her work, so I went online and looked at some of her photography. All I can say is WOW! She doesn't have much on the web because she only has pictures in print from 75-81(she commited suicide at 22 years of age) , but the pictures I saw were really beautiful, haunting, surreal, honest, fatalistic, and inspiring. Her work is very much a part of the feminist movement that went on in the seventies. Although, I do not consider myself a feminist; some of her art work really captures for me, the submissive, the trapped, sadness, and the feeling of being non existant that I often feel in my life as a woman.

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it hurts to breathe [12 Sep 2003|01:50pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I hate being sick and not being able to breathe out of my nose.
My chest hurts, my throat hurts, I am tired as hell, and I have to work this whole weekend.

what I could really use right now is a nice hot bath, a cup of herlbal tea w/lemon and honey,a great massage, and a hot guy to give me a good lay.

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I'm not that lame. biotch! [01 Sep 2003|07:41pm]

Livejournal Mood Ring

is blah.

I've met prosthetic legs with more get-up-and-go than you. Could you be less melancholy and go out and do something?

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[01 Sep 2003|05:26pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Last night I hung out with Kelly i.e. anisun16. She is back in town for a couple of days until she goes to Colorado. It is so good to see her again. I have missed her ALOT!!!!! Her mom made us this huge DINNER, IT WAS awesome, but I ate Wayyyyyy to much(my stomach still hurts today). I've spent all day watching the first season of "Six Feet Under" (which , by the way, is a REALLY GREAT FUCKING SHOW). Tonight Kelly and I are going to go see Jeepers Creepers 2 and go hang out at the beach for a while. thats it for now

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SMITTEN [22 Aug 2003|01:37pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]


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Daily Buddhist Wisdom [10 Aug 2003|07:21pm]
I come from the East, most of you [here] are Westerners. If I look at you superficially, we are different, and if I put my emphasis on that level, we grow more distant. If I look on you as my own kind, as human beings like myself, with one nose, two eyes, and so forth, then automatically that distance is gone. We are the same human flash. I want happiness; you also want happiness. From that mutual recognition, we can build respect and real trust of each other. From that can come cooperation and harmony.

-His Holiness the Dalai Lama

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heyi'mthekingoftheworld, youwanttoheremysong, youcomeandmesswithme, I'M30inchesLONG... [04 Aug 2003|08:04pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I had written this long, very interesting, engaging post about all of the different things that have been going on in my life over the past month, and then the computer at work just froze and it erased all of my post.
here is a summary
My grandmother died last sunday
Some of my friends that I have known for years are not speaking to me now(two tears in a buck it mother fuck it!)
unfortunately(OR FOURTUNATELY) I am really starting to hate working at the Library ( because my supervisor doris is a bitch, stupid cunt face)
I have a second job that I like a lot.
I have been talking to and hanging out with my dad( for the first time in like 10 years we are on good terms) so all is good. :) peace

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[22 Jul 2003|09:09pm]
[ mood | full ]

I've been questioning a lot lately
because nothing is
what it appears to be.
People seem so blind,
so complacent, and so phony.
I cannot concieve
of such things...
I will not just make believe
that everything is okay
and, everyday it gets worse
this sick, sinking feeling.
This chaos all around me;
it's draining.
I feel I exist
somewhere in between
violence and lunacy

I'll explain this little rant later, when I am in a place where I can truely express myself without anyone standing over me.

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Cool [02 Jul 2003|08:48pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Jack White from the White Stripes is my new boyfriende. LOL, I wish! I ahd a dream about him last night that he was teaching me to play guitar, and that he was my boyfriend, and we were making out all the time. Meg seemed like she didn't like me( maybe cause I was stealing her brother/ex-husband away). She kept giving me dirty looks. oh well

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my last post [01 Jul 2003|11:40pm]
The saddest, most pathetic thing about my last post is that is is SO FUCKING ON POINT!!!!!! I dont know ... I need to do some crazy drugs and have mad sex with delicious hot boys and girls( becomes stripper/pornstar).
J/K I'm too much of a good girl for that.

Oh... one can Dream

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LOL [01 Jul 2003|11:35pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Magic Number3
Job9 to 5 Lifer
TemperamentCheck My Pulse
SexualJust Say No
Likely To WinA Home Help Badge
Me - In A WordDull
Brought to you by MemeJack

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6/28/82 at 8:35 am [28 Jun 2003|12:49am]
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! HAPPY 21st TO ME!!!!!!! It is hard to believe that I am 21; it is also hard to believe that I am still alive and kicking, but is IT S'ALL GOOD!!!!!! :)
I am going to sleep now.

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the wheel of fortune is always turning... [12 Jun 2003|06:16pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Well, I know I barely ever update because usually it is just the same old shit. HOWEVER, lately there have been some interesting developments in my life so here goes...
I quit Sears on 6/1/03. The same day, one of my friends called me up out of the blue, Actually she is my "stepsister"(my mom's ex-boyfriends' daughter, Sirikit). I haven't spoken to her in like over a year cause I lost her phone # and m,oved to St. Lucie. Anyway, we were talking and I was telling her how I wanted to come back to WPB, and she was like, you can stay with me for a couple months until you save up money to get a place. I pay her only 200 dollars a month which is good ( she wouldn't even charge me but money is really tight for her and her husband ever since she had her son). I moved back to WPB on monday 6/2/03. I 've spent the last couple weeks looking for jobs. I had a really good job interview today at Suntrust Bank for a part-time bank teller position, and I have a second interview on monday at 10:00 am. So everything is OK right now, but I am a little tired because everyone here goes to sleep at 3 am , so I've been going to sleep late and still waking up at 6:30 am. Right now I am babysitting her ADORABLE little boy, JAAD, he is watching teletubbies in the backgroung and picking at his chicken nuggets from McDonalds. He is so funny, he'll look at his food, pick it up, smell it, take a bite, and then throw on the ground.

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...a friend with weed is better [07 May 2003|10:26am]
[ mood | bored ]

Lately, I've been feeling really down. As much as I like being in a new place, up here in Port St. Lucie, I really miss living in a city with interesting things to do. I really miss my friends in WPB, I miss my old job at the Library.I hate feeling stuck. I hate feeling as though I have to walk around being less of myself. It is almost like I have too much spirit, too much energy for this place.I spend most of my time by myself, walking, listening to music, reading, exercising for hours a day; just to have something to do. Don't get me wrong I love walking, reading, music, etc, but I want to meet people, I want to go out and have fun. I thought moving up here would allow me to have a fresh and new start, to remove myself from the cocoon of fear and self doubt. It is not what I thought/hoped it would be for me, however, I know in my heart that I didn't make a mistake by coming up here. I needed a change. I was burnt out on my mundane routine. I just feel like a fish out of water. I'm thinking about getting a second job, so that I have something else to do. So that I will not have too much time on my hands to sit around and drown myself in self pity as I am now.

I fucking Hate these rants, but it is necessary to vent.


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